Early September

Our interview in August went well, we were one of 3 families being considered for the 2 girls. We'd put in inquiries about a number of other single children and sibling groups and got some "no's" or "we're going in another direction."

Today we heard back about the 2 little girls. They are being placed with another family. Which is sad for us, because things feel a little more real after an interview. It's natural to think about how your life will change, what you will need to shift. You think about what life will be like with children.

Messy, beautiful life.

We've continued to put out feelers on other children, so we'll see what happens.

Today I am feeling a little down because of the news. I know it's not a value statement about us, just that they found something that works better for the girls.

It was a good experience, the interview, and now we know how things will run for next time, because there will be a next time. And for that, I am hopeful.